Anata ga...Inai

egao ga yuraguMy smile trembles

koe ga furueruAnd my voice shakes

nijindeku keshikiIn this blurring scenery.

nakayoku naritakute koe kaketa noI talked to you because I wanted to know you better.

junsui na hitomi mabushikuteYour pure eyes are so bright.

chikaku ni itai kara motto mottoI want to to be closer to you, so more and more

chiisana itami wa shiranai furiI pretend to forget the tiny achings.

hontou ni taisetsu na hito woWhen did you finally get the person you love?

itsunoma ni te ni ireta no?You seem lively and more talkative than usual.

hashaideru itsumo yori oshaberi ne?I am in pain as I face this reality.

tsukisasaru genjitsu

egao ga yuraguAnd my voice shakes

koe ga furueruI look down and pretend I'm alright.

kidzukarenu youni utsumukuYou are...not here.

anata ga...inaiNot by...my side.

koko niwa...inaiThough we understood each other,

wakariaeta noni umaranai kyoriThere exists an unfillable gap between us.

kotoba kawasu dake de ureshiku naruJust exchanging a few words with you makes me happy.

yasashii hitomi ni tsutsumareteEmbraced by your gentle eyes,

hitamuki na kimochi ni obienagaraI trembled at my real feelings.

seiippai no omoi sotto sasagetaBut still I quietly offered you all my heart.

hontou ni taisetsu na deaiI want to slowly develope

yukkuri to hagukumitaiOur truly precious meeting.

todoketai todokanai itsu kara kaI want reach you, but I can't.

fuan dake fukuramuAnd before I know it, only my fear grows.

hanareru koto ga unmei nante...I've always believed,

zutto kono mama to shinjitetaThat we were never meant to be.

anata ga...inaiYou are...not here.

koko niwa...inaiNot by...my side.

ukeirerarezu ni sagashitsudzuketaI couldn't accept this, so I kept on searching.

namida ga tsutauThe tears are telling.

kotoba ga kieruThe words are fading.

karamaru omoi hodokenaiThe teasing emotions won't leave me alone.

anata ga...inaiYou are...not here.

koko niwa...inaiNot by...my side.

yukisaki nakushita kodoku na tameikiWith nowhere else to go, I let out a sigh of solitude.

egao de iru kara...suki de isaseteI will continue to smile...so please let me love you.